Speech may not be the only thing i struggle with. Even if i am perfectly fluent(God forbid, no one is) i may still continue to struggle with other factors. Once you recognise and accept that there is something you struggle with, its just good to own it up and never be ashamed of that. In a ideal world, one would have already got ridden of that incompatability by merely wishing and doing something for it. But in reality, its about faltering and falling in disgrace. And after that, wishing that one stood there for a little more time.
In all this simple anarchy of life, the remaining hope that there is still this little chance of resistance aganist something you struggle with. But resistance is what that causes struggle and by accepting what you resist , there will no more be any struggle. So its about choices and happiness. Would it rather please one to resist or accept what one is struggling with. And is it in good terms with the body and the psyhe.
Maybe there is this content of body and psyhe in utterly resisting something .
Maybe there is this content of body and psyhe in accepting what you resist or maybe moulding it to suit you.
To end the post,as someone said, its not the destination,but the journey that matters more